Friday, January 17, 2014

Prayer

I have not written a blog in forever, and for that I am truly sorry! My whole time here has been a blur. It’s crazy how fast things have gone, and reality hitting that I only have 4 more months here before I am flying back home.
Today, during class when my kids discovered that 4 months left of school also meant 4 more months with me, the classroom turned from excitement into pleas that I stay next year. I truly love those kids so much, and reality has hit that soon I will have to say goodbye to them and that breaks my heart.
I have learned so much in my time here. The Lord is teaching me so much, but it’s all good because I need to learn every single lesson that He is trying to teach me.
I the tropical weather and me don’t go well together. Something in the air likes to make me sick, whether it be a mosquito or I wake up one morning with boils on me. Either way, I have been fighting being sick here for a while. I pray though that I will remain healthy.
So I have some exciting news. One of my students’, Kyle, has been coming to church consistently, and has been enjoying being there. He also started Bible studies today! I am so excited to see God working in His life, and I pray that God will do the same for the others in my class.
I no longer have 13 students, but now I have 14. A 5th grader transferred up to 6th grade semester time. I was concerned at how much I would have to work with her to get her up to where she needed to be, but she fit right in and is the brightest kid I know. She hasn’t asked any questions and is still getting A’s on her assignments. She picks up concepts so quickly and is super smart.
I am enjoying learning more about the culture here, and listening to my students.
I love that my students love to have fun, and will let me join them in their fun. They will always let me play basketball with them, or whatever they are doing they want me to join in.
I wish I could make all of you understand how special this place is to me. I know when I leave I will be leaving my heart behind. I was talking with my fellow SM’s and we were talking about how our students would be well taken care of all the way and even after they graduated. My first class ever will hold a special place in my heart.
I don’t really know what else I can tell you. Nothing super exciting has happened to me lately. I know this is short but I will try and be more consistent about uploading more posts.
Please keep praying for our school. This month has been a tough one for me, but God has helped me every step of the way.
And please as always pray for my students. 




A talk I did for Vespers

It’s a New Year and with New Year comes what we call New Year’s resolutions. Resolutions to change something in our lives to better ourselves. Never have I heard a New Year’s resolution that is bad, it’s usually something good that you want to implement in your life. You don’t hear someone saying “Oh, this new year I’m going to try and get drunk more. “ or “This new year I’m going to try and kill someone.” That is just unheard of.  Instead you hear people say, “I’m going to try and eat more healthy.” Or “I’m going to manage my money better.”
A Resolution is “a firm decision to do or not to do something.” Also a little down the page in the dictionary as a synonym it says courage. Courage to change. Courage to be different, to make a stand to try something different with your life.
With the New Year that is upon us, I think of a new start. A time to start over fresh, and as a Christian what better way to try and renew my relationship with God.  To start over, to make a change to try and draw closer to God. 
Ezekiel 36: 26 – “
God likes new things. Especially new Hearts that love the lord with an unfailing undying love. 

Lamentations 3:21-23 “This I recall to my mind. Therefore I have hope. Through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed. Because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning Great is Your faithfulness.”
2 Corinthians 5:17 – “This means that anyone who is in Christ is a new Person.
The Old is gone my friends, you have accepted God, and maybe you haven’t accepted God. We all have sinned, and will continue to sin until Jesus comes and takes us to our new home without sin. In Revelation 21:5 it says about Jesus 2nd coming, “Behold, I make all things new.”

God wants to make you new. He wants to take that stoney heart out of you and give you a heart that beats with Him. That beats with his love, a heart of flesh. I think the best New Years Resolution would be to give God your heart 100%, no holding anything back. The things you do in the secret God sees. He knows your sins. He knows if your heart is devoted to Him.
Jesus gave his life for you, despite the sinful human beings we are. He looked at you, and said, “I love you too much to not try and save you.”
A Mother and a teenage girl got into an agreement and as the teenage girl stormed out of the room she yelled at her mom, “Your hands, and face are ugly. That’s why you hate me!” The mother sat down in tears and looked at her hands, they were scarred, and yes, they were very ugly.
The mother composed herself and walked into her daughter’s room to find her daughter still upset. She sat down on her daughter’s bed and looked at her wall. The mother began with a story.
Once upon a time there was a mother with a little baby. It was a beautiful baby girl. With bright blue eyes, and a smile that would melt your heart. One day, the baby girl was napping so the mother decided to go over to her neighbor’s house down the street. She sat down with her neighbor, and talked about everything. But about 20 minutes into their talking she heard a siren going down the road. She looked out the window and saw a fire truck going down their road, again 5 minutes later she heard another one go down their road, and they didn’t stop. The mother then began to worry, and when outside. When she walked outside she became paralyzed. The sirens were at her house that was now engulfed with flames. The mother ran to her home, where the fire fighters had just begun to try and put the flames out. She ran right past them and into the house. She could barely see from all the smoke, but she ran down the fire filled hallway to her baby’s room. She reached the door and opened it, and ran to the crib. She picked up her baby, and covered her with the bottom of her shirt. She ran back through the fire again and collapsed outside. She looked at her baby, still peacefully sleeping. Then she looked down at her hands. They were burned badly. She felt a stabbing pain on her face as she realized that her face was charred too.  
The story ended and with tears in the mother’s eyes as she looked at her teenage daughter, and said, “I would have done it again. I would have saved you! Because I love you!”
The daughter looked at her mom and with tears in her eyes said, “Mom, you have the most beautiful hands I have ever seen!”

Friends, Someone a long long time ago came to this earth to save us. He died a gruesome death on a cross to save us, to make us new. He didn’t have to come, but He loved us so much that He would have done it again, just to know that we are safe. And my friends I would like to say that he has the most beautiful hands, because they were scarred for you. They were scarred for you, to save you!
Give your whole life to him. Resolve this New Year to give God your best.
What things are holding you back from a full relationship with God? What things do you need to give up? Is there something that is holding you back? My friend God has already died for you, he died for the sins you are harboring even now. God wants to make you new. He wants to give you a new heart.

We have a cross. Symbolizing where Jesus made the first step in making you new. The 2nd step is up to you. All you have to do is accept the gift He is already offering.
Tonight, I want you to think of the things you want to give up for God, to become a new you. I want you to ask God what you need to give up. Ask him what is keeping you from total surrender. And as you are doing this, I would like you to come up to the front and take a sheet of paper write on it the things you are going to surrender to God. And when you are done, I invite you to come up and nail it to the cross. God has already died for it, put it where it belongs, come lay it down at the foot of the cross. What you write down will be between you and God. No one will read them. After you are done nailing it to the cross, find a quiet place where you can talk personally with God. Tell him that you want to become new.
Will you stand with me and be men and women of courage and integrity. Will you look your sin boldly in the face and tell it that God has died for it, and that you will give it to him.
I resolve this year to become a new creation. I resolve to give God everything to hold nothing back.
How about you? What is your choice?

Please come up and show the world that you will live for God. Nail your sin to the cross. 

December

So, this past week has been a blur. I don’t know whether it was good or not, but I am now seeing more and more of how God gives strength to them that are weary.

We had week of Prayer this past week, and it was good. I had a lot of responsibility as I am the one who plans the schedule for week of prayer. I know that God is using everything to His glory but sometimes I feel that I am not doing enough for God. I simply trusted God this past week and that got me through.
I am so thankful that God took care of me, as I was pretty sick this last week. I went to the doctor with every lymph node in my body swollen and hurting. The doctor said that my throat was swollen almost shut. I also had an ear infection, and a fever. But God is good and provided that someone could take over my class. I am feeling better now though.
This week is final’s week, and so it is busy with reviewing my students and making sure that they are understanding everything.  I found beetlnut in the bathroom today and we had to do a search of middle school. I told my kids that if they ever brought anything to school they would hurt me because I would have to get them in trouble. I hope that this makes them more conscience of their actions and how they affect others. I am very happy and proud to say that I didn’t find anything on them.


I am also very excited because we got Taco Bell this weekend. I was so excited when our principal came back from Guam and he brought us Taco Bell. That was super exciting. The SM’s ate them that same night. But they were delicious.